Sorry for the long silence (has it really been just a week? It feels like an eternity). I’m going through some rough times, kids. Not ready to reveal all just yet, and I apologize for that. I always thought I’d be able to be completely candid on my blog, but recent events have made me realize how completely vulnerable I am online. How maybe it’s ok to not share everything with people I can’t see and haven’t met.

It’ll come out eventually. What I need from you now is support. Give me a virtual hug. Tell me it’s going to be all right. I know I’m strong and I’ll come out ok on the other side, but from here it’s hard to visualize.

For now, know that I’m ok, and Max is ok. We’re in Arkansas, staying with my mother until I clear my head and figure out where I’m going in life. I grew up here, so it’s strange to be here, with everything so, so familiar, and yet so different. I’m rediscovering old friends who were once my lifeblood, and who, quite frankly, will be once again because I need them now.

Stay tuned while I eke out my tale of woe.

So we’re in New Orleans. It’s great! And hot. So hot. I guess it’s hot in Orlando, but we’re outside a lot more here. We’re on the edge of the French Quarter, a couple of blocks from the French Market, Cafe du Monde, and all our favorite places (mainly restaurants). Max, despite hating that we walk everywhere, is enjoying our exploration of this new country(ish).

Max is sad because camp isn't for another week.

We’ve:

• had beignets and cafe au lait at Cafe du Monde
• eaten gumbo and etouffee at The Gumbo Shop
• visited Jackson Square
• walked through the French Market (disappointing lack of produce after Katrina)
• explored the ENORMOUS City Park

• been bitten by mosquitos. in our house.
• been cramped in an apartment 1/3 the size of our Orlando house

• easily visited Granny, who lives only an hour away

Stay tuned for more adventures. They’re happening every day.

I read this article in Redbookand wanted to share it. It’s got great books for all phases of motherhood.

Do you have any good book pics to share with us?